This is my first time, ever since my living in kl for 3 yrs. This is the first time i've been so damn bored during my christmas. Understand tis, people hv been greeting me "Merry" Christmas....yet i replied back, its my "Lonely" Christmas for 2006. Its not merry at all for me to celeb after all!

And i've felt that pissed off during my christmas. What christmas means to us? A great day to celeb for the birth of Christ for christian, and a holiday to enjoy themselves for others. People take whole weekz off to enjoy long holiday during christmas. Nevertheless, what of me? What did i do for christmas? I stayed at home like a couch potato on that day! Its like shit i tell, for i never felt so bored on a special occasion...everything suddenly turned against me. All stop me to make me enjoy 2day!

Suppose i'm still at genting celeb for christmas...Me and my frenz planned to go celeb in a group. Lady luck not on da side, one of my frenz was robbed off his hp and $. So tat ended our plan to chill out. And then all canceled da trip, all go bek htown stay at home wif family. Orite pack and go home....home? I mean home? Talks bout home, i haven go bek for more than 3 months to my dear hometown batu pahat! My freakin hse is renovatin non-stop, i cant even go 2 my own home. Forced to stay at my cousin's hse...well i rather stay here (at least da comfort level here is higher than my cousin's hse). That makes me freak out...and thr goes my last plan that is to stay at my uncle's hse. That is a place u called 'haven' when u like 2 live a simple and quiet life. I have 2 cope with tat nonetheless. My christmas eve? I stay lonely at their hse looking at fireworks miles away frm our place at 12. I imagine ppl counting for da last min b4 christmas....feel ppl make their christmas wish before time strikes 12 midnite...getting 2 know ppl exchange christmas gift nite b4 christmas. At least those unplanned ppl still can watch movie wif frenz or hang out at a simple stall chattin wif cousins or frenz. As for me...i done sumthing special, i stayed at home when my mind wanna gets out 2 play. That's a really fucked up feeling i can say, i wonder how will i passed my christmas eve and christmas peacefully. Last few yrs in a row, i hv alot of unforgettable memories that i'm always happy 2 think back. This yr, well...i really do have unforgettable memory also, but a tormenting and awful one...

After all pathetic or not, i dun hv much choice bt 2 bear wif it....i really do hate special occassion. Really dunno hw am i going 2 pass my "Unhappy" New Year 2007 next five dayz! MY NIGHTMARE IS ABOUT TO STRIKE!

oh dear how long has it been since my last touch on tis blog....Dj Kay ain't puttin much effort on doin' all da stuff in his blog. And all da SOTs nigga have been updating their blog on and off. Oh god, Dj Kay hv to do sumthin wif my blog as well!

Previously there are really numerous stories goin' on in my lil' life...and i cant find much of my spare time to fill sumthin in my blog. I was too busy wif my own stuff. All doings with my assignment, classes, and exams, nonetheless, my life ain't a bad one. At least in my life here i really learnt alot

I have my reason why i bring up da statement: "da brown eyes is olwayz watchin'" ?? I have brown eyes and my eyes always sees all of it that happens in my life. See what i have gone through. Guide me to where i should go. And i really know alot of things ever since my life living in kl...my brown eyes make me see what kinda of people have different kinda attitudes (good? bad? watever...). All of a sudden, i started to think my study life is almost over. There's a sudden struck of sadness in my heart cz life's gonna be different after my studies. You can have all da fun u wan, contact all da close frenz u wan and laze for a long day without fear. Yet if there's no more study life...., all these will juz ebbs away from my brown eyes. All tat remains is juz memory.

Tats why i never forget to appreciate all my dayz of havin fun while i'm studying. I always tell myself i must enjoy my life and don't study all day long and sacrifice my youth for this. After finish my study life i wont be able to enjoy what i can no more. Its not worth sacrificing da life. Here's my message to all those hardworkin people out there...

Study is just part of the life. What is more important is that you learn the value of living a good life when you are a student. Learn to make your life happy, this is how a youth should live. Unless study hard makes you happy, so be it.      

-Dj Kay 2006-

In a sudden, i get tis passion to write sum ryhme....seldom will there be a chance for me to think of such rhyme (or lyrics i would say) by mere coincidence. Here goes for the first time, a sentimental rap rhyme from dJ KaY!

not yet an excitement, 2day dj kay onli wants to take sum intro of my enthusiastic babyfreeze in a whole picture! recently i've got sum improvement on my breakdance skill (not skill[s])...letz intro a while hehe!

Babyfreeze is my first and last breakdance skill i noe after all...bt wats more~at least let a poor guy wat he can in his own blog...no harm done!! so here goes:

BEFORE: Worst of all....nw i look at tis few poses i felt so embarassing..~ (right) improper freeze, right leg doesn't stretch too far. (left) i'm showin my 'straight cut' freeze, bt does my leg looks straight?? oh shit!

AFTER: Hardwork does pay...after sum hard times at least thr's improvement~mebe sum pro out thr feel tis is nothin bt at least i'm satisfied wiffit! (left) A better look of a '7' freeze...da left muz stretch as far as possible to make an outstretch! (right) For those who wish 2 learn baby freeze...try tis one...easiest among all freezes, jz usin da elbow to support da whole right knee(for right-handed)

Story Beyond my Freezes~

orite out of my freezes....last few dayz durin' one of my SOT member's bday, Kko...we went for a stroll at tasik Y. And 'ere we hv another trademark of SOT team. TRADEMARK featuring Black & White colors!

Nw jz felt tat i wasted alot of time on my diploma yr last time....i should hv played alot on diploma. And nw i regret not enjoyin too much nonetheless, spend too much time on my studies oredi...If onli i noe, i'll enjoy my diploma life far more like a freak!! Nw tat its too late man, damn degree cant hv 2 much time on 'enjoy-life' sequence. Hardship draws u near to pressure, pressure rides u to anger and anger create sounds of sadness...~

i felt of makin a halt on all those...yeap. i dun feel like continuing my studies no longer. after degree i wan 2 work for good..Somehow, i felt the pressure on work is not as heavy as studies, regardless of wat da ideas come from other ppl's mouth. and in da God's name i hate pressure...giv me a simple job im done wif it! i dun seek high goals so it does not raise my pressure therefore, i can live longer. notice a stuff 'ere...Hw come dj kay waste alot of time on writin' man!! s'pose i hv tat kinda mood 2 write...tat's not cool cz all is not da happy stuff in it! sumtimes there's sum stupid thing tat comes around...cant help for tat. So, all for nw i end it wif jz a short rap rhyme.

(Dj Kay - Strain Got Served [feat. Brown Chip Jr.] )

There's nothin here...i write there 'wat's goin on?' on title doesnt mean wat is happening....its jz wat am i headed to.

there ain't anythin Dj Kay can write here. ever since christmas--new year--chinese new year is over...there's nothin special or any cool event happening. Life's kinda bored without anythin special! Reason im here is for nothin but jz 2 update my blog, since there is no updates for few weekz.

Wat's there?? Life is sux and still sux tis few dayz...its all bout study,eat,sleep, but at least there's still gathering wif frenz (better than nothin) haha! Cant think of any new stuff 2 do except is to wait for my school break every minutes...tat's all! And i hope for sumthin new sumhow. when will tat nomes along?? once in a blue moon??

Chinese new year....each year we celebrate it...~ bt trend is still da same. We go celeb cny cz we hv angpow, wine & gamble and not jz cny itself!! Haha!! there's olwayz sumthin different for dj kay every year...~tis year , my cny draws out abit livelier than last few times....onli tat i wanna complain tat is still not enuf dayz to celeb shit!! times flies like hell~ 1 week goes out jz like 1 day, and one pace of image cny is almost over...is so suck cz u never saw it comin'

But at least i still enjoy nonetheless...not 2 say collect alot of angpow tis year. but 2 bad still i didn get to drink any nice *drink*. the most is ~red wine~ veli borin'. At least there should be sum hennessy or XO for cny man!! watever tis year i oso hv more different frenz visit my hse tis year, livelier hehe!

Tats all, cny u rockxx!!

Ok ok tis is da new year 2oo6!! A new year…a new passion…a new fontsize on my post…a new story…! Yes, there's olwayz something different for everyone…Now lets say this, Dj Kay has been comparing what he's done in da past few years till now. There's been a lot of changes happening in my life, a lot of up and downs and far most of all, I have new experiences.

Experiences are wat I'm happy about da most. These experiences change my life tremendously whether I notice it onot…I'm not exaggerating or anythin' sice da very first day of 2oo6 there's oredi a fren of mine says I've change a lot!! Hehe!! (Stop boastin', quit it!!) Orite I quit…

Watever it is…I'm happy for a new year to come coz I felt tat tis year there might be sum new experiences ahead which might go forward to change my lifestyle. A new year too I find myself knowin' sum new frenz too! Okey…tat's it for now 2oo6, a new life, a new hope, and a new way of living. Wish good luck for everyone reading my blog rite now…wat do u hope for 2oo6??

Now able 2 get sum interest of sum chinese songs....

Different culture changes da pattern of da songs separately, Dj kay get 2 find sum chinese songs wif meaningful lyrics.....hey english songs seldom got tat kinda expressive lyrics beneath (still i'm in luv wif eng songs more than chi nonetheless)

Here is one of da lyrics tat gives me da chinese music inspiration, Jay's 'An Jing':

Got sum activity yesterday.....da exact Christmas nite....Dj Kay goin to 2 different dinner partays!! Well actually ain't nothin special...but at least still happy cz finally get 2 eat turkey hahaha~~

After turkey dinner...went 2 Toby's partay, ain't tat bad cz i finally realize tat actually my htown still hv pretty chicks. Its jz tat havent go back for sumtime didn realize tat hoho~!

But suppose da christmas nite which i can c is olwayz for couples. Every way, christmas is da sweetest for couples all around....too bad i aint gettin' tat on christmas hehe....wat else can i say, well s'pose nothin' then Dj Kay gotta go!! ciaoz!